4/26/21 Eve Letter to Family

So fun to hear about everyones week! i def think joey needs a hawaiian shirt. so fun to see laurens wedding! did they do the civil marriage for some of his famly? they are so cute! abbies pics are cute. so weird. pray for the best.

 

I have learned that I am not a patient person. I really try to be. but that will definitely be coming up in my judgement day. I know all my life youve both said how much we have to get alongs as a companionship and I know the reasoning. but MAN  Im amazed at what some people dont get taught in their 20 years of life.  I feel like a mom reminding them to grab everything they need and to lock the door. it's like little thing. like loading the dishes and no phones in the bathroom deal. i am trying so hard to be patient and not say anything I regret. But this week and the next few weeks will be a big learning moment for me in my misson. I never thought id have to worry about my companion in the way if they will do what they are supposed to do or not. she hates posting and gets frustrated with me every time I mention in but THAT IS WHAT WE DO AS MISSSIONARIESSS. I have so many meetings i have to join and in the mean time she will just lay there until I tell her or  give her somethings to do. im babysittingggg. she knows i get frustrated a lot but its mostly because this is adding to my responsibility. I am a trainer and will need to show her the ways but she is not even trying. I pray for compassion and patience 100x a day but it is so hard. i just want to scream. Shell ask me what is wrong but its trying to get her to work is my hard part. please send prayers. I have a long way to go.